WTF has happened? Yup I have ballooned back up to the almost 300 mark! Having lost 100 pounds three different times in my life, this is a bit of a discouragement. Hell, it makes me want to jump off the highest bridge, but don't worry...I'm not...I'm scared of heights! But seriously, how does a girl yoyo for her whole life? This post is going to be short because it's nearing 11 and unlike you skinny people out there that can just jump in bed and go to sleep, I toss and turn, trying to keep my spine aligned just right as to not pinch a nerve. So maybe the weight thing didn't cause my problems but right now, and I'm really not being negative but this is a list for ya:
- Depression and fatigue
- Crippling back pain/two bulging discs
- Falling arches and plantar fascitis
- Fibromyalgia
- Chronic headaches
I guess I am just blessed to not have gotten the fat people disease list going on yet...diabetes, high blood pressure etc etc. So this will be my diary ...my rant...my bitch for the day whatever you wanna call it. And I'll keep up with eats and exercises best I can daily too. Today I ate all day and didn't exercise a bit except on the way to the car to get breakfast, lunch and dinner! Tomorrow the game is on though! Ugh. Fuck it.
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