3's NOT ENOUGH

God, is that a joke!? Surely it must be! Only three fucking pounds since Monday? See this is just not fast enough for any gratification or feeling of success for me. If the fish ain't biting, I'm sure not going to sit and swat mosquitoes, are you? I believe most of the problem are the late night outings with my husband who loves to eat out. And again tonight...we are headed to the movies but dinner first! 

Today at work, I ate nothing. I did drink a pepsi(230 calories) but I ate nothing! I did get on the treadmill this morning before work as well...it's just so fucking hard and I'm not lazy...I'm just...impatient.